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Alberto Cabas Vidani's avatar

I think the obstacle is trying to fit our new selves into our old life.

When we stop playing it safe, we push away some people. They "like" the constrained, false version. They won't probably like the limitless, authentic version.

Losing them is inevitable.

But we'll find new people.

Or realize we feel better alone with ourselves.

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Alex Mathers's avatar

Yes it comes down to being willing to be disliked.

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Alberto Cabas Vidani's avatar

"The courage to be disliked" is the self-improvement book that lost resonated with me. And I read dozens.

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Alex Mathers's avatar

it's a great one! One of my top ten

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Ivan Abreu Luciano's avatar

you’re spot on with this. Why is it we seam to stay in the same life? I mean if we are breaking through to a different version of us then that new version requires a new life. A new environment.

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Alex Mathers's avatar

well said, Ivan!

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Jon's avatar

Your article beautifully captures the tension between self-suppression and the freedom of authenticity. I have just read a book called the comfort Crisis which is wonderful and gave me a bit of a mind shift, like your article.

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Alex Mathers's avatar

Thanks Jon, you put it well. That book is on my reading list.

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Tara's avatar

“You will stop trying to be impressive and start genuinely caring.”👈love this!

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Alex Mathers's avatar

Yessss

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John Horwitz's avatar

With some of us - me included, you ALWAYS know where you stand.

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Alex Mathers's avatar

👌🏼

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Michael Culver's avatar

Fantastic post! Can relate to the fear of revealing who I am. Spent years in frustration trying to fit in. In shining light on the avoided darkness came a realization - the power I’d allowed to be held up in shame and guilt is now available to rechannel into the life I’d never before attempted to pursue.

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Alex Mathers's avatar

Thanks Michael! All the best to you for your next phase!

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Marieke Vale's avatar

I admire how you can write so concisely about topics that are dark and often hidden. It seems that with age it becomes easier to let go of hiding who we truly are.

I wonder if our tendency to hide is a reflex carried over from adolescence and early adulthood, when our primary instinct was to fit in and avoid rejection.

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Alex Mathers's avatar

Thank you Marieke! Yes, there is certainly a connection - and it is do with social and self programming and habits.

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Xhoni (alias Joachim) Lindenau's avatar

Dear Alex/Joe-Kwame,

pure Life-Guidance - Personality Shaping, Authentic, Courageous....

Alive and Vulnerable in Uncertainty, Complexity and Ambiguity.

I wish your readers to achieve this grandness.

Stay as such alive and aware any time...

Namasté, Joe-Kwame

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Alex Mathers's avatar

Thank you!

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Ramon Salinas's avatar

This:

"We need to make peace with who we are and accept that not everyone will like everything about us."

Just like we don't like everything about them, and this is ok.

And this:

"We get real with ourselves and let go of the bullshit. We start to entertain the idea that we are not obliged to show only one side of ourselves."

Because we have many sides: I am a father, a son, a brother, a friend, an entrepreneur, an engineers, a consultant, a football ⚽️ fan, a music lover, and more...

Showing all our sides should feel good and be ok.

And I was not the same person I was 10 years ago.

Are you?

Thanks for the post Alex.

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